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12/09/2008: "Puede que te odie a veces..."

Hoy es martes, estoy fuera de casa y suena música antes de irme a cenar... Es extraño que esta no haya tenido aún su oportunidad cuando ha sido un pequeño lema a lo largo de mi vida pues dice algo así como...

Here we are--only been a couple of years
Maybe longer
Yes its true--Im no good at being the strong man
Youre stronger
But I think--maybe you should take a good look
At my feelings
Cant you see--Im another one just like you
A human being

I dont want to have to sacrifice to have to get along
I dont ever want to be the one to say Im wrong
I may hate you sometimes, but Ill always love you

What did you say--its so hard for me to remember
What you meant
How did it happen--was it preconcieved
Or a complete accident
I still recall--we were once happy together
Smiling faces
But things have changed--and now youre only happy when
I remember where my place is

I dont want to have to live up to your expectations
I dont ever want to be the one to end relations
I may hate...

Do you think you could treat me
Like somebody special
I cant be everything to everybody
Could I at least be something to you?

Dont look so surprised--Im a little smarter
Than every other weakling
Say no more--i know exactly what youre going to say
Without you speaking
A familiar phrase--Ive heard it said often before
Please forgive me
Dont be a fool--if I cant live with myself
How could you live with me?

Now that Im filled with emotion youre dispassionate
You only live for yourself while I live to regret
But dont ever think that I could easily forget
Because Im damned if I do and Im damned if I dont
I said that I would but now I know that I wont
And the chance of being right is looking kind of remote
I may hate you sometimes (x3)
But Ill always love you
I may hate you sometimes but Ill always love you